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Not a Child

by Caitlin Cobb-Vialet

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Hope you don’t notice
That my eyes are red
Cause I smoked all alone
In the bedroom

Hope you don’t notice
That my throat is sore
Cause I laughed at a joke
You wouldn’t like
Cause I laughed through the pain
And out of spite
Cause I don’t think I can stay here
One more night

I’m sorry if I disappoint
I’ll never be a fully present
Member of society
The only reason I’m alive
Is google maps and asking stupid
Questions-

What’s your star sign?
I am gay because I know these things
But don’t you think a part of me’s
The same that I have always been?
Except completely different
The parts of me I let you see
They start to become limited
The parts of me
The parts of me
That make me lose my memory

All the lights go out
You bring a candle to my room
You always know how to make me zoom out
But then we noticed that the moon was out

I’m a person too
Not every part of me came from you
I love being myself
But sometimes I just
Wish I could
Shut up

I don’t want you to know
What I know (What I know, What I know)
I’m afraid it would scare you
Cause it scared me too
I’m okay but don’t think
I’m okay
I liked it when you screamed at guys
Who tried to sneak us out at night

Not a child
Not a child
I don’t want you to know
That I’m not a child

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released September 6, 2021
Writer and Performer - Caitlin Cobb-Vialet (CCV)
Piano, lead & harmony vocals: CCV
Prophet Synthesizer : CCV
Additional synthesizers, percussion, bass, drum programming: JG+
Live drums by Cody Rhodes

Recorded at Ninth Street / Rondo House, Berkeley CA March 2021
Produced by Jim Greer
Engineered & mixed by Jim Greer
Mastered by Jonathan Kirchner

Copyright 2021 War Chant Records
Published by Endless Void ( ASCAP) and Wonderbuck ( ASCAP)

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Caitlin Cobb-Vialet Oakland, California

Caitlin Cobb-Vialet is a songwriter, pianist and actor from Oakland who returned from NYC in late 2020 after receiving her BFA in theater from NYU . The EP and album consist of expertly crafted pop-leaning narratives that echo the tuneful and complex arrangements of artists such as Sia and Regina Spektor, while leaning hard into a deep personal lyrical style that is refreshingly non-linear. ... more

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